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Name: Mary
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: Uh... I like singing... music is my passion... and I like guard... its fun...
Expertise: uh... i'm good at math... and I can knit... and I can do lots of other cool things like that... I can write an A essay in 30-45 min... uh... i'm good at lots of stuff i guess... i dunno, if u really wanna know that bad, ask my friends
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  CHS Rifle Grrl
Yahoo:  luvme4me3616
Yahoo:  Palanturiel
Member Since:
5/10/2004
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| - WonderfulWell everyone. I feel like making some changes. so, i'm gonna change my ID on here, thus getting a new site. so, i'll email everybody whenever i decide what its gonna be. ok? i mean, i'm not sure if anyone would actually care if i just stopped posting altogether, but i figured i'd throw it out there just in case. good night.... | | |
| - Tuesday MorningHey guys. well, after a lot of unneeded stress and very little sleep, i still managed to pass my test this morning. i think in all my dozing off last night i may have gotten about an hr of sleep if i'm lucky. so then i woke up and i got out of the house on time and then i realized that i didnt grab any of the papers that i needed. so we went back home and got them, cuz we werent that far away. then we got to the DMV and had been there like 10 min, it was just after 8 and i realized that my wallet wasnt in my purse. of course my permit was in my wallet and u need that to take the test. so i was really pissed off. my mom hauled ass home, breaking like every law there is, she even took a few racing lines on some deserted corners. we got back to the dmv at like 826, only to realize that, tho my appt was at 830, they dont open til 9. so yeah, much unneeded stress. i mean, heaven forbid i should have 2 good days in a row. and then my dad tells me that he still doesnt think that i'm ready to drive on my own. i am so mad, and kinda hurt by that. the day jimmy got his license they came home and my dad handed jim the keys and took like 50 million pictures of him getting in the car and driving down the street. he then proceededto send an email about it to like everyone that he flippin knows. and all i get is, no, u cant go around the block, i'm not sure if i'm ready for you to drive by yourself, its so stupid. the only things that could make my day better are 1- seeing ben, but thats not gonna happen cuz i "cant drive on my own". and 2- getting paid, which i dont know if thats gonna happen cuz i wasnt there for payday. i should have asked about that when we walked down to my work yesterday, then i could have had money yesterday. but yeah, anyway. my point in all of this rambling is: heaven forbid i should have 2 good days in a row. it must be some kinda sin. | | |
| well everyone, didnt talk to hubert, so no castle park, but i hung out w/ my mom and helped her w/ some comp problems and some school stuff, so it was cool. i am so tired tho. i really need to get going to bed. i have to get up at 7 2moro morning!!! i have no idea how thats gonna work, but it has to. i have to go take my driver's test at 830. then i have ortho at 12 and work at 530 so that means that i dont get to go visit ben after summer school. darn. but thats ok. maybe i'll get to go another day this week. next week at the latest tho. but yeah. so anyways, i should have my license 2moro as long as i dont get another psycho lady. alrighty. i guess thats all for now. o yeah, btw, does anyone have any idea if we are having band camp or if we even have a band director?  just thought i'd ask. alright. hey, one more thing. if u guys see me online for too long these next few weeks, remind me to get my lazy butt off the computer and on to some of my summer hw. man, i have 2 books to read, 40 dialectical journals to do, a whole chapter of calc to do, and a physics packet.  i really should get started. alrighty, i guess thats all for now. see ya later!  | | |
| - We Have ForgottenWell everyone, today has actually been a pretty good day so far, even tho i'm really freakin tired. i got up this morning and decided, hm.. i think i want to go to summer school. so i got all ready to go and convinced jimmy to give me a ride over to the school. i got there just as school was getting out. So i saw Mark, Bri, and Casey. Yay. havent seen any of them in a long time. but yeah, then it got even better. i found ben! yay! man, i havent seen him in almost 2 months. that was so hard. but i got to spend 3 hours with him today! woo hoo! don't worry people, we werent alone for 3 hrs, not that anything would have happened if we had been. but we were together, and thats what matters. so yeah. course, now i miss him more cuz i dont know when i'm gonna see him again, cuz of the thing with his gramma dying. that is just so horrible and i feel so bad. but he said he was happy cuz i was there, so i'm glad that i made him happy. i dont like to see people sad, especially the ones that i care about. so yeah. we hung out with johnjohn and joanna for a while. we got pizza and stuff. it was fun. so yeah. i might go to castle park with hubie tonite, if he's not working. i dunno, i havent talked to him all day. but yeah. so i guess i'll see everyone later. | | |
| - Lovers In A Dangerous Time Well everyone, I'm back. not that that changes much. i still have a feeling i'm not gonna be seeing people that much. and that really sux. i am seriously having social withdrawls. i need to spend time with someone other than my mom, my dad and my brother. i'm just losing it. plus, ben's gramma just died, so his mom is freakin out. they're going to see is grampa in compton like everyday they can, so i dont know if i'm ever gonna get to see him. his mom is even talking about moving back there, so that really sux. but yeah. how come everybody else gets to see each other and i'm stuck here by myself? i know i sound really depressed, but thats cuz i kinda am. i still dont have any money cuz i was outta town when i was supposed to get my first paycheck. *sigh* i just got my registration packet for next year, my dad is freakin out about jimmy going to college and i'm kinda sittin on a back burner. i just realized that i have a month to do ALL my summer hw, including reading both books. i realize that i have nothing to show for my summer except a good chance of getting skin cancer and a lot of procrastination. oh, and a hat i knitted somewhere in our 1200 miles of driving this week, 1000+ of which i was stuck in the back seat with all the stuff. i mean, i'm used to it, but i was gettin cabin fever. i'm in the process of recovering, but with nothing to do, no where to go, no way to get there and no way to pay for it, i'm not recovering very well. i miss everyone. its just not fair. you know i'm lonely when i wish i was in summer school. and even tho i'm gonna get my license on wed, i'm still not gonna have a car to drive, so i cant exactly go see anyone. god, i am so lonely. its just not fair. its not like its anyone's fault. but its still not fair. i'm glad that everyone else is having a good vacation, you know, relaxing, having fun, visiting with people. i guess i'll survive til september... i guess...
o yeah, and mark~ you dont have to tell ben how lonely i am. he knows. he doesnt need more stress. luv ya. | | |
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